I am the cat. I am an artist, a musician, a scientist. After years of stagnation, I am re-entering the world with newly opened eyes. My goal is to see colors more brightly and step out of a fog that has held me down for so long.

Many of the issues I discuss on this blog include polyamory, monoamory, relationships, divorce, sex, buddhism, anxiety, societal shoulds, science, and the media. I write in spurts. Since this is my journal I write in it freely, sometimes many times a day, and sometimes not for a few days.

This blog is entirely anonymous. Some of my friends know I have one, but none know where it is or what it is called. This allows me to be as freakish and un-cool as possible without judgment from my peers. This also allows you to comment as freely as you wish!